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8.24 (night)

I just wanna wish ya'all Selamat Hari Raya Haji. Not that I can say this, celebrating it alone in this house would be a perfect suicidal. Filling today with back to back dvd home run gave me a clear view that I am always late to catch up the box office. This last few month is full of dramas and yet it always run and forth. Sometimes, I get sick with all of it. But hey!. isn't life supposed to be like it.

I wonder if this thing happen to you?. Would you run?..Would you fall?..Would you stay calm? Or Would you wanna ripped your chest off and buy a new one?. It's your call. Life would be easier if things were just..loyal to you.

Tango Diva

hello life.
im am so sleepy.
lacking of food.
i want a backpack adventure.

to you..

he and I had something beautiful
but so dysfunctional, it couldn't last
I loved him so but I let him go
‘cause I knew he'd never love me back

such pain as this
shouldn't have to be experienced
I'm still reeling from the loss,
still a little bit delirious

near to you, I am healing
but it's taking so long
'cause though he's gone
and you are wonderful
it's hard to move on
yet, I'm better near to you.

you and I have something different
and I'm enjoying it cautiously
I'm battle scarred,
but I am working oh so hard
to get back to who I used to be

he's disappearing, fading steadily
well, I'm so close to being yours,
won’t you stay with me, please

near to you, I am healing
but it's taking so long
'cause though he's gone
and you are wonderful
it’s hard to move on
yet, I'm better near to you

I only know that
I am better where you are
I only know that
I am better where you are
I only know that I belong
where you are

near to you, I am healing
but it's taking so long
'cause though he's gone
and you are wonderful
it’s hard to move on
yet, I'm better near to you

Rindu.

I want a new smell.
I'll write about my job later. Promise.

Iratherfallingapart

and all i say, doesn't matter anyway

Thursday.

thirsty?
Recapping The Hills is refreshing. At least, during this evening. Next week is never gonna be the same as those previous month before. Lazying around the house, chasing cats and hanging wet clothes is not forever. However, I came across Pamela's new show at V. It's like having playboy magazine on the move. Good luck for that. Bahh.~
On the other hand, how am I supposed to watch Erykah Badu without going to Sunburst. Someone need to be my eyes on that day. Going there is like watching KAMi the Gig, which I had enough.
No need to wonder why.

Mind Addiction

I ADORE HER